Updates!

Personal Life:

Work is going ok. It drains a lot out of me but the bills must be payed. Hopefully I can find a better job soon and get back into school. My family is still scattered to the four winds but maybe thats how things are suppose to be right now. I have finally decided that I will no longer allow anyone to hurt me. Those who are suppose to be in my life will be here- everything else I just need to let go of and stop mourning the past. I am aware that I need to clean out my closet and kick out all those old skeletons that have been haunting me for so long. I feel a cycle ending. A new one just about to begin.

Magickal Life:

There are some days when the energy in me just feels so strong that I could take on the world. Then there are those OTHER days when I feel like a big lump of coal begging the Goddess to be transformed into a diamond. Transformation takes time. I am being changed from the inside out. There is a kind of quiet teaching going on within my Spirit that is hard to put into words. I commune more with the natural environment around me. I have formed a friendship with one particular tree in the backyard. Through a series of meditations I was shown some fascinating things. As I invoke the Element of Earth the nearby plants/trees/ground respond. Then the call echos out and stretches; awakening every plant.. until the entire Earth is pulsing and answering my call. The vision that was given to me was so moving. It's good to know even the smallest whisper is heard. I see Ravens flying around me all the time, even at work. Everytime I see one I smile. I feel the God/dess' love glowing inside me.